Hi. I’m Nicole.
Our oldest daughter, Evelyn, was stillborn when I was 20 weeks pregnant. Her death has changed my entire life, and I’m just here trying to process my grief and figure out how to piece my life back together without her here with us.
Outside of the loss world, I am now a mama to two living children. I love working out, reading, and writing. I’m married to the most incredible person. We have two greyhounds. Professionally, I do training and compliance, and I’m passionate about mental health. I have an incredible family, and I love spending time with them.
As I move forward in my grief, my writing here is an attempt to process loss and make meaning again in my life. It’s a way that I can stay connected with our daughter and tell others about her. It’s an attempt to let others know that sometimes terrible things happen, but we need to live with them and talk about them.
To our Evelyn: everything I do is for you. I love you, to heaven and back.
To Heaven and Back 